Bullsh*t bubbles & Britney Spears...

I feel like I am on the verge of a meltdown at the moment, Britney Spears style, so I am relatively worried about myself as I quite enjoy having hair. Jokes aside, I am not good right now. I will most certainly lie if I am asked and say I'm fine but, I am definitely lying and for the people out there who know me and are reading this I want you to know that.

Confusingly enough, I don't want you to pry, I would appreciate if you just gracefully pretend as I am at the moment that I'm fine, I am aware this is a passing cloud of negativity and I would rather not get any more intertwined with it than I already am.

Sometimes this is just a part of life, albeit a little more frequent in occurrence than I would like it to be at the moment, but I am coping, well... maybe not coping but, I get it and I know no matter what effort I put in I wont shake this feeling. I know I need to have a more positive mindset, but I think even though I want to I cannot muster the energy to turn my head around. 

And so I will be drifting through life surrounded by this little bubble of bullsh*t until my body finds the energy to change how my head is thinking and you know what? Sometimes this is okay, it is okay not to be okay people! Look at Britney now, she's great! (I actually do not know if that is accurate, but it's working for me!) 

Accepting and understanding all emotions, good and bad is important, its healthy, it's you being honest with yourself, I like to keep it real with everyone so there is no way you will catch me lying to myself! 

On that note, I'm off to wallow in my little bullsh*t bubble at work, I'll see you in a few days when I am ready to emerge from this negativity like a Phoenix rising from the ashes, dramatic, yes, I am... 

I'll see you in my next post guys and please, always remember to be true to yourself and your needs.